☆ September

Well , if you want me to stop , 

if you insisted . 

I'll . Yes , of course . 

I know that these will happen one day , 

As i expected . But not for now . 

It's happening . 

Don't you know it's hurt enough ? 

I guess you wouldn't know the feelings .

I hate this feeling . 

Tears please hold on . 

I feel so guilty now . 

☆ Heart

重要

答应过 会加油走下去 

如果现在我说 我累了

你会把肩膀让我靠一靠吗?

人总是那么贪心

如果我们不再是朋友了 

那当我要诉苦的时候 谁愿意听?

那当我很开心想要分享 跟谁 ?

那当我很闷的时候 找谁吹水?

那当我很压力的时候 谁来帮我减压?

那当我在学业上遇到问题 谁来帮我 ? 

朋友

可能毕业后的我们 不会时常联络

说这会不会太早 ? 不，时间一眨眼就过了

如果可以 能占为己有吗 ? 

你们一个两个都做我男女朋友好了 .

真的很讨厌 离开的感觉 . 

兜了个大大圈 你们谁知道我在说什么。

相信我 

有付出努力 就一定会有结果

不管答案是怎样 那至少我为自己努力过 

去争取............

那曾经对我不起眼的你....们...

乐观点吧 =）

☆

Hello people 

 This post is mainly about my friends . 

First of all , sincerely thank you . 

Hey babii .

Thanks for always cheering me up 

But i just found out that when i cry in front of you 

You do nothing but keep silence . awkward*

I know it's really hard to comfort .

By the way , thanks for your honesty . 

( although you cheated me too )

Every single time i'm in trouble , 

You're the one who willing to listen to me .  

And HI between's partner ! :)) 

HOHOHOHO we're so gay about it .

Hey You .

He has always been one of my biggest supporter .

a person who really important . 

I'm just glad to know you . 

And yes , he's one of my big follower last time . 

but i think not for now anymore ?

And sincerely thank you , for being with me when i'm in trouble . 

And help me go through all these shitz . 

Sorry for something , too . 

I guess i know something that i did not know from the beginning 

which i suppose to know . 

And well , good luck and all the best for your examination

You're one of my role model duhhhhhh ~ 

Try your best ! 

Hey you two , i hope our friendship will last forever . ( sincere hope ) 

Hey the Gang , 

Nothing much to say , thanks for being with me 

And always try to cheer me up 

but somehow it's quite annoying :/ 

Heheheeeeeeeeeee , love you all ! :) 

☆ Single lifeo

Hello people , (bemused smile) 

Welcome back single lifeooo ! 

Be optimistic , say NO >> Pessimistic 

Nowadays everyone seems like talking about being optimistic , 

But for those who are pessimistic , 

These kinds of advice just sounds ridiculous . 

There's still a long way to go , so why SAD ? 

Learn to live a happy life , 

nobody knows what will happen in the next second .

Who knows , nobody but god . 

Hey you , thanks for being with me . 

And now , i'm living my lifeo without you . 

I learnt a lesson from you , 

Still , there's no one we can trust on in this fvck universe . 

Hey , i'm moving on . 

I'm gonna LIVE MY LIFE . 

So who cares ? 

I've been asking myself for so many times , 

Did anyone cares about you ? 

What for crying every night ? 

After all , crying don't cure sadness . 

What cure a broken-heart ?

Nothing . 

I'm just fed up . 

Life is too short to regret . 

Don't cry because it's over , 

Smile because it's happened . 

As you said , it didn't mean that i can't fall back once again , 

but fall again for the same mistakes , ME - considered as a stupid . 

I'm not going to trust anyone now , but myself . 

even thou how much i want you back , so sorry . 

I won't fall back once . 

I wish you a happiness life . 

Be tough , be strong . 

That's all i can do . 

Hey oppaa , thanks for being there when i need you , 

So sorry i'm trying not to disturb you . 

Well , what i promised , i will try my best to do it .

I have nothing to say . 

But sincerely thank you . ( merci ) 

Thank you , friends . 

She taught me to be more tolerance . 

must , learn to be more tolerance . i will . 

so that i would feel the happiness ? 

yeah , i think . 

just over-thinking .... 

i really do hope , back to normal . like before .. 

the stupid you and me .. shoooo happiness . 

no more quarrel , effing fed up with this . 

don't ever refuse my trust on you . 

never ever . i trust you , i gave you chances . 

i'm not robot , i'm not superwoman . i'm not that strong 

everything will be fine . 

wo yao de zhi shi jian jian dan dan de xing fu 

▲ The day after 11th .

Awwwwww ! Hello people , so called baby readers ....... :)))

Hello , hello , hello , SALLY is back ! 

hmmm , so sorry my baby bloggie , been ages didn't update 

Eventually , finally ............... i'm not dreaming ...

yea yea so yeaaa , PMR , yess , i mean PMR .... 

the form 3 most important examination , it's over . 

everything was over , ended . 

ohhmygodness , i'm set free  .......... :))
Fyeahhhhh ! so many things happened this effing exam week .
whatever and effoff . so it's time for those form 3 guys to relax .
what to do ? holidays start ?
i don't really feel like the exam was ended .
and let my self down , relax , and blaa ....
i just feel like just normal , normal :/ speechless .
even the exam was over , we didn't shout out loud ...
but the malays did , all shout so damnie loud , merdeka and else .
my result really sucks D: i just can't imagine it . 
when the result release , and what reaction i will have ? 


simple celebration , but meaningful . 
here you go ............. this is so called 'true friend' , sister <3
night peeps :)

▲

Support me , i'm not strong enough . don't you know .

i got all my results , seriously i'm not really satisfied .

most of my subject got improved , except my bi and sj . 

stabil , i wonder why my bi always 70 above but can't get A .

but teacher keep on telling me , already A , lol .

1 month to go , the actual examination , i mean PMR . 

god bless me , thank you .

every night stay up late at night , my panda eyes is getting serious , terrible .

shit ! i look so sick nowwwwwww , shit face . 

my first time ever my face got pimple more than 3 on my face .

feel like crying , i'm so pressure . i know , all of you are the same . 

i know i can do it , if you guys support & encourage me .

 i wonder why my parent don't even care much what results i got . 

yeaa , it's good , they don't give me stress . 

the fact is , i give myself a lots of stress . 

i do hope they give me stress , and keep on support me .

so that , uhmmm , i get confidence . 

i am a person who lacks confidence , you know . you know .

 mommy is so good , no matter what results i got . 

when she heard that my results improved , she smile . 

and that day she told me , no matter what result you got , nevermind . 

if you can't , nevermind . 

anyway , i will try my best . no worried , i won't let you guys down . 

so this will be my last post before the examination ? 

yeap , i think , sorry babyreaders , if i free then i will come and update :) 

yesterday badminton with friends , ohmygod , since 5 weeks i did not went to exercise . 

just played a while yesterday , my muscles started pain . ewww ! -.- 

i'm sucks in sport . stay tuned . 

take care , stupid . 

▲Ended .

totally worn out , lack of sleep ...... 

5 days stayed up late at night , i'm not crazy , just CRAZIER . 

time fliesss , our examination was overr . SHOUT OUT LOUD C'on ! 

but , now , it's time to worry about our result . arghh . 

let's see what result i gonna get ! without full revision . 

hyeee YOU , i might get B for my geoooo paperrr . worried *

3days more to go . 

▲ YOU

hyeee , i'm back . 

just a super simple post for one of my friend hahh 

i ran out of time to do all my revision , but i'm still back here to update .

this post , i might feel better after blogging , so that i can concentrate on my study 

i faced this problem , that's my problem :) since few months agooo .

so called friend , yess , YOU . 

since you're my big follower , you might know who i'm saying .

hyeeee my belovedd friend , how long did we don't have any contacted ?

since i changed into .......... right ? 

everyones asked about you , and you know what i answered ? 

' sorry , so long we didn't have any contact '
ehhhh , yesss , we texted last friday . lol

you're one of my friend that really important in my life . honestly .

you might don't have such thought , but i got . 

i have no idea , you came into my mind , and soon got my mood ruined .

perhaps , you been accompany me when i'm in trouble before .

so was like , my closest friend ? you knew what am i moody about and else .  

so now , we was like ........  stranger ? nope .

why i felt so ? we just friend right ...... lol 

 arghhhh , i just like overthinking . fullstop here  !

BYE , 4 more days to go , TRIAL EXAM . 

fuck it , i have done nothing , argghhhh .

▲ 2nd .

Hyeeee bloggie readers , i'm back .... 

no worry , i'm now feeling better , yesss . 

thanks those who cares me few days past ... 

i really appreciated them so damnie muchhh ! :3 

sometimes , i do wish i know how to make a feeling stop .

sounds great right ? so i won't be so down just because small thingy ?

i will be angry and moody easily , even that not important thingy . LOL 

So now , hehhhhh ,  i'm trying so badly to be a LAUGHTER .

i mean , like HAHAHHHHHHHHHH .... happy makes life perfect ? 

i mean , makes me feel better , get out from those scary night .

examination seriously is approaching , i have ready nothing , NOTHING . 

and now i feel like run out of time , lol , everything do at the last minute ? 

bump my head to the wall , to reduce stress ? LOL . sniffffff . 

ohhyessss , here is the point , i wan to thanks a girl that helped me a lots . 

named zhi xuan , she called herself  ' LIANG MOIIII '  :)))) 

and she asked me to write called her like that in my bloggie , so i did that .

p/s : don't cha laughh in front your lappy . 

She gives me a lot of fun , PRO in cracking jokes , said many bullshit to me . 

LOL , that's how she make me laugh so hard in front my lappy . 

she such a superwoman i mean , in front others ,  

no matter what happen she choose to face by herself . how strong she is . 

like me , i would choose a trustworthy friend and share my feeling . 

hyeee , even superwoman get tired one day . Cheer girl . 

and thanks yesterday so much ! :) That's all for you . 

Boy , Happy 2nd month anniversary <3 

yesss , you can ruin my mood easily , that's because i care about you so much .

i like overthinking , i don't know why , lol .... 

if you love me , respect me , and i will respect you , too :3

i will try my best to be the better one , ngekngek . 

my heart is perfect because he is inside :) get it ? 

iloveyouks ♥

1200 a.m

▲ Thank youuu

 ♥

永远说不完 >>> 谢谢你们 

对不起 几天没跟你们认真的说话了 ? 

给我多点时间 我能撑过去的 

 用尽了方法想要我笑 笑不出你要我怎样 硬笑 :D 

我已经很努力 伪装一切 就连戴面具的资格都没有 

说出来了 真的舒服轻松很多很多 是很多

对不起 再次失控  

好想回到我们有说有笑的时候。怀念

▲ Mine business

it's mine business . not yours problem , serious . 

finding someone to talk , who willing to listen ? 

and would you know my feeling ? nopeee , no one . say yeah ? 

understanding ? sorry , i didn't care about your feeling . 

i wonder how long i can hold , sorry and sorry . 

everynight , my mind came out so many thingy , that so ruin my mood .
forgive my weakness , i'm still little girl , immature . 
bear this in your mind , i'm immature gurl  . 
i'm too selfish , overbearing and so on .. 
slap me , and punch me please , i will feel better . 
fuck . so tiring these few days , tears flow down like WATER . 
hahhhhhhh , i miss the old 's sally  , come back

▲ i'mokayyyy .

*

see i'm smiling .

stop asking me question . thank you .

i don't feel like answer you guys , sorry .

i'm fineeeeee , i'm okayyyyyy ... 

by the way , i am now having terrible cough .

and keep on sneezing . wtf , so suffer .

my mood was like , down down and down . 

i'm now in bad mood condition . 

i expect i will not .......... but finally i did , can't even control .

well , i doesn't know why my mood so damnieee DOWN

i have no idea , repeat and repeat . 

although how much i don't want it to happened , 

but that's the truth that i must faced it . right ? 

i just afraid to accept the reality that he's leave , that's all :) 

i am trying to smile so badly , but it's so hard for me now . 

i am a super duper vulnerable girl , actually . 

hyeee be strong , who cares if you're moody ? 

who cares ? who knows the feeling i have right now ?

would you tell me , do you know ? yes / no .

you , please shut the fuck up .

 hye guys do you know that trial examination has postpone ?

will be postpone one more week :)))) mygod , what a good news !

thanks god . 

▲

♥

the night is still youngg , hohhhhhooooooo :)

Suddenly feel like wanted to update my bloggiee , hello .

hyeee friends , i might not going to school on this SUNDAY . hehh 

i will be going to school , tomorrow morning for the extra class . 

mommy asked me a question that stopped me just naww , 

how many friends will be invite to our open house party ? LOL 

how many ? i have no ideaaaa , best friends will be invite for sure :) 

ohhh no , and now i worried that the party will held before our trial . 

and i wonder their parents will allow them come or not ? i mean some of them .

like what i did always , before examination , super relax .

and when it's approaching , like the day before exam ,

only stay up all night for revision . honestly , i always did that . 

i have no ideaaa , i like to do thing at the last minute , and drive me super crazy .

the study spirit comes at the last minute , so what should i do ? LOL 

when it comes to me , i start blame this and that . blame the time and else .

imma weird , yeshyeshhhh . skipped this topic , i'm so fucking stress . 

keep listening to this song , it's so niceeeee mannn ! :)

lovesssss *

想到未来还是会有点害怕 

( 我会陪在你身边 每个今天 )

可是明天你会不会爱上新的她 .....

▲LOL

Hello world , i'm not in mood now .
Having terrible sore throat , arghhhh .

I wonder why , i got hurt myself these few days . 

i mean , i hurt my nails , toes and else . LOL .

Worried * , what happened to me ? :|

Well , i skipped school on wednesday . 

guess what ? the reason was i can't wake up , sleep lateeeee . 

LOL , i closed my alarm two times then fall asleep back . 

and i jumped , awake at 7 something . ohhshit . 

then i just continued sleep :))) 

Seriously , i am so tiring , SO TIRING .

pimples is getting terrible nowwww , stressful .

trial examination is approahing , but i have nothing ready .

rush this and that , lol , i'm going to crazyy , CRAZYYY .

i have no idea , my mind is completely BLANK nowww . 

i was likeee , wtf , wth . i hate this feeling . :S

ohh , today should be play badminton with friends .

but i did not go , lol , sorry friends . 

next week i will be going , for sure yehhh . 

when i think about you , i mean , now . 

speechless , i don't want to say moreeee .

i get angry easily these days .  

byeee , night peeps . 

P/S : Babyyy readers , new chatbox yehh . 
Leave your footprint :3

▲0107

Said goodbye june , and HELLO JULY .

hihihihihihiiii , welcomeeeeeee july . ( smile )

day headed to kuantan ecm with my friends :)

How long didn't hang out with friends liawwwwwww ? LOL .

this was the first time , all the gang in attendance . whotsss .

and someone that accompany me , i'm so gay about it , ngekngekkk .

well , planned to watch transformer ACTUALLY .

i have been waiting this release since last year summer . LOL .

guess what , and i'm so sureeee , it's really ran out of ticket . 

so we watch that pg18's movie , LADDALAND . 

the two lady were so scare that they can't pass the entrance .

but at last , they successed ! i mean , you two are mature enough ! X) 

this movie seem so horror , but what i can say is .............. LOL .

just the sound effect and the scary face with blood , 

this was the first time i don't even shout till the end of the movie lol .

ahhh yee ling did someting that so DAMN funny at pizza hut :| LOL .

i was laughing so hard that time , :S 
i did something that surprise him , hahhhhhhh . 
alright , decided to sit ling's car back home , whotss . 
almost 10 , her parent feel like going to tc , yehh we went .
bought mcd ice-cream , thanks ling ling :) 
too bad , the chocolate flavour habisss liawww . 
and this time i ate vanilla one , uhmmm , not baddd not bad . 
keng gai at there almost one hour an half , we talked a lot ... 
pictures ? here you goo ...................... :3 
♥

 Nice to meet you ? :3

Gsc cinema's toilet :) before movie .  

Tcccccccccccc :)

 My vanilla's ice cream , uhmmmm .

 I just love this :)

With my babeee ling :) <3

▲3006 .

Hello baby readers , i'm backkkkkkkkkkk :3

Well , again :) 

we went to play badminton , my weekly exercise ? 

yehhh , i think sooooooooo . addicted . 

i'm can't playyy well , it's quite fun though .

have you guys seen sally's face red ? LOL .

My face turned red after played almost one and half hour . 

everyones were just like ......... woowwww , your face so RED ! :|

you know what , my face won't turn red so easily . hahhhhhh .

let's see pictures that i have taken . 

*

Ohhhyessss , to my beloved one . Elynnnn ♥
Happy Birthday to you , i love you :)))))))))

Thanks for the thingy you gave it to me babeee :)

▲isn't ?

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假装开心弥补不了心里的 空虚

要伪装 其实不容易

已经很勇敢面对 还是难过

只会口是心非  女生嘛 对不对
依赖性太强 只会让自己更辛苦
要学会自己一个人 习惯就好习惯就好 

日子一天一天的接近了 怎样 .

嘿 今天星期几 现在几点 明天星期几 不想知道 

我讨厌散场的拥抱 却还是很喜欢倪安东 。

▲Badminton ?

View the photos and this was what we did yesterday :) 

Sorry , we didn't took much pictures , everyone was not in the mood to take pic . 

Because all of us , keep on sweating non-stop . LOL 

Well , after my tuiton class at 6 , cycled with jee wen .

OMFG , on the half way , we met dogs , i was like ......... wtf ? 

Run or ? fortunately , they didn't chased us , just follow where we go . :|

Then ordered pizza delivery as our dinner . yehyeehhhh :) 

When we were waiting the pizza come . 

Seee , how professional they are , seriously soon fei is good in badminton . 

Since so long i didn't touched the badminton racket .

i can't even played well yesterday , LOL . 
All of them were super enjoy playing yesterday .

I'm addicted in this . hiakhiak .

After went to cendol , then we sat beside the road , and do nothing .

we took these pictures .

Thanks Xin Yao for driving me home :) 
( Although she had late ! LOL )
Since so long we didn't meet , she's so handsome naww ! 
She's going to leave kemaman soon , opss not soon , is next week .
Two people is gonna leave here , omfg , how am i gonna to accept this truth . 

是不是只要我说 '不要走'          就会留下 .