___♥GAME OVER

Everything was over :)

Uhmm , it's over ...............

I have to pretend that i don't care . i do it ?

I wonder why ...........................

Probably because hurt too deep , :/

So now , no feeling anymore ..

Once i knew the truth ......

I don't always think about it :)

Seem like nothing haunts me anymore .

Feel like , im free .......

That's good ? yea , i think soo ....

Well , Hey friendssss ...

that just a prank , come on ! x))

Someone text me a message yesterday .

fortunately ,im not in deception :)

Hahhhh , but some of my friendss got lie ..

Really paiseh leeeeee ....

One of them cannot fall sleep in the night because the msg ! ;S

ROWL , So sorry . she take it so serious .

And horrr , this year february tak ade 29th de duuu ! :)

HE ! *

Can you make sense ?

Since so long , you never feel anything ? ;S

You sense nothing , what should i answer you ?

I have no choice ...... 

the reason i deleted you ............. 
Figure out yourself ...
 what i wanna to say ....
Just , im sorry ...
forgive me .................

___♥

LOVE is temporary ....but FRIENDS are forever :)

I surrounded by angels ......... 

I call them my beloved friends ♥

I'm grateful .....

Friends = someone who brightens up my days :)

Thanks for by my side all the time .

Thanks for lending a helping hand when im in trouble :)

To be one of your friend was all i ever wanted :)

Teeheeeee , ♥ you guys very muchie !

___♥Un-TITLE

Went to kuantan yesterday :)

Arghh ,  Regret :S

In fact , i should go to primary school .... 

Blaaa blaa blaaaaaa , whatever ..

guess what guyss , i had left my slippers in ktn's house again :S

Mygodddd , Lou yan ciiii goii jengg aa ):

Slipperss ................... Ishh 

Well , Uhmmm , holidays is coming soon ! :)

Two weeks more to go ! Yeaahhh 

KayL im coming im coming ! Lalalalalala..

In this march , i'll be very BUSY ! LOL

Busy to .................................. You guys no need to know better x)

In the april first , we have our second exam :S

i think i should be ready early for this exam .

No time for me to study at all , revision or what .

Fighting ! :)

try to be a optimistic girl ! Can i ? :@
.... Just chatting with one of my babii's friend .
She's so down , it's because of her bf again .
Friend , don't think too much .
Everything will be fine :)
This is the way i tell myself every every timess .
Owhhh yeaa , MY BELOVED LAU YEE LING !
She's going back to school tomorrow ! :))
Ohhyeahhh !
Hey guysss , this song so nice huhh :)
卢学睿 - 被爱占有♥
Ehhh , stay tuned laa !

*

♥ .. I have never wanted someone so badly as i want you ):

Actually .... actually ... can you feel it ?huhh ...

I'm wondering what you see in me sometimes :/

Wtf !   

___♥Uhmm

♥

WEBCAM :) Hahhhhh , FUNNY :S

Took it just now , nothing to do . BORED .

Likey ? x))

Ehmmm , didn't go to school today .

Reason ? hahhh . SPORT DAY ?

In fact , nothing to do with the sport day . :@

Because it start in the afternoon not morning .

MAYBE got study gehhhh ....

But im lazy , so so sooo ..... :)

Tuition today had cancel ! hahhh .

Stay at home tonight , LOL ...

Tomorrow , kuantan again :@

What to do now huhh ? :S 

Blaaa blaa blaaa ...

Please allow me to repeat again ....

Time fliesssssssssss , few days more to MARCH ....

Goodbye Februaryyy , Hello march . - -

Shortly after the CNY .....

But that seem has been a long time ..

I knew , i had waste a lotsa time doin' something that useless .

Trial exam is coming soon soon ..... Argghh .

Sometimes , i really hope that time can STOP 

even just few secondss... minutess ... hoursss

i can't catchin' up the time , it's run too fast ......

Totally fed up with studying :(

i'm so tired .........

Really wan to do something meaningful .... 

But what to doo ? STUDY ...

I did ..... Now , im tried to done all my nota ASAP .

Sej & Geo ........ DONE .

Science .... KH ..... Catchin' uppp ! :S

Ohhh , yesterday was my bad day ...

I had lost my BUKU KARANGAN .

It's all because the *&^#@!% teacher . WTF

Guess what guys , teacher punished us ..... 

But among them , only mine get lost ... :@

Stand for two period ..... :S

Scolded us with his terrible voice ..... LOL 

He called my name so loud ... 

i have no idea why did he so remember my name .

Let teachers remember my name that is too baddd !

SALLY SALLY SALLY , it's so easy to remember .... -.- 

After his mood turned better , blablaaablaaa .

Asked all of us sat down ..... :S

So , now i gonna RE-DO my karangan again @@

Arggghhhh ........

*

Yesterday night , you know what .......

Suddenly received a msg from YAP YING YING 

LOL , she was outside my house . 

that time , i'm playing computer ... :@

Actually wanna blogging .... seee .... she came

Well , chit chatting with she .... :)

 We keep talking about the college , picturess , ambition & blabla..

She laugh so hard when i told her what my ambition :S 

Babiiii betul , lalalalalala ...

then her friend keep come CHUIII she back x))

Actually we had not finish our chat topic ... 

BYE , ended up our chatting . LOL 

AGAIN , SHE DIDN'T BRING MY MONSTER ALONG .

SHE SAY THAT SHE PUT HE AT NIRWANA ! OMG~

I just have a kind of impulse want to punch she =S

..........

Continueee my moviessss sinnn :)

Stay tuned huhh ..

♥___ Xi huan jiu shi xi huan .... :)

___♥ SATURDAY ?

读书天 ........ :)

我很乖 , 因为我尽然有去学校的 extra class ! 

啊哈哈哈 ，第一次勒 . 

奇迹勒 ? 要PMR了嘟 .... 要勤劳点 . :D

对不对 ? YES , 我对了 . =S

别怪我自问自答 . .. ....... 

好啦　，回来　....

其实是因为是Sej & Geo 的关系 ~

说真，不知何时开始 ...

我慢慢喜欢上 Sejarah 了 .... 老师的关系 ? 

就很想拿 A ! @@ 

我又来发梦了 .......... x))

然后 2点补习 ，我迟到了半个小时 .

娘的 .... 真的是.......生气到 ....... ! 

算了 算了 ..... 

科学 ，开始了第四课 .....

老师可以不可以SKIP掉这一课 ? 

我根本没办法 冷静下来咯 . @@

控制情绪 ，忍着不狂笑

我做不到咯喂 . x)) LOL 

我知道这是很正常的东西 ...........可是 就 ....... 

啦啦啦啦啦 ..... 算了 .

我其实对这一课没兴趣  ! =D

♥ 

Tell me , i did everythings & choices are correct ......

Friends , please get me through this period can ?

I'm afraid im not strong ........ 

By me side all the time , i will feel better . 

Thank you for you guys advice .

So , now ..... i gonna .....

 hide YOU in me deepest heart . :)

That's only i can do now ....... 

I used few days to do this decision ......

Cried ..... ..... Can not solve problem .

Without you , i still can live .

Without you , i still can be a happy girl .

Well , start from now ..... 

I will smile everydayssss , and forever ... :))

The end , i didn't say what i wanna told HIM ...

Friends told me .... you'll regret one day .... 

What can i get after say out ? Huhh .

NOTHING :) 

So i choose silent ........

Others say he's no good , but i still love he :)

Yeaa , i admit that im stupid .... 

So , start from now .... i woudn't be a stupid idiot girl .

Don't laugh me huhh ! =S

The last time , to say in my bloqqie .

C ..............  .... I LOVE YOU :) 

You must have the happiness ..

The other half of his future , pleasee ....

help me take care of him . :)

Look at time and eat everytime , 

then you'll not get stomachache or gastric .

Learn how to be more Independent ....

you must learn it ......

One day you will leave your parents ,

when go to study / work ...... for your future .

Can not always rely on your parents know ? :)

Be careful when you drive out all the time .

MUST BE CAREFUL .

Lalalalalal :)

ONLY FOR YOU ...... LAST ♥

 Alright , dinner time ! :)

Stay tuned huhh ! 

♥____想起你的笑，已经模糊了.

___♥ FRIDAY

♥

P/S : FRIENDS THANKS FOR ACCOMPANY ME TODAY . :))

- TELL ME WHY ? WILL YOU ...... .... .... REGRET *

Well , mainly wanna thanks JEE WEN for acc me .

Although she had late ! :) LOL *

Yawnnn ....... =S We met KENT EE in front living cabin :D

Owhh , long time didn't see him since year 6 or last year ? .... 

He changed , i can't believe when i saw him .

I thought he will say : Let's me treat you all movie ! @@

Hahh , we decided to song box . 

Almost half year i din walk in song box =S

Enjoy singging ! :)) Owhh , ROCK it ! 

KENT EE sound is so damn soft MAN ! :)

Not bad haaaaa , first time to listen his sound when he's sang .

Starbucksss , HEY CHAN SIONG HUEI ! 

I KNEW YOU MISS STARBUCKSS A LOT ! :P

CHOCOLATE CREAM CHIP ♥

On the way , .... .... .... you know what ? 

I told my friend , he's in front ! ! ! ! Awww .

Actually wanted to stop my step and turned away ....... 

I do not point my sight to your direction AT ALL ! 

I just see your friend at there ... ..

IM SO EXCITEMENT . =S LOL

Met him up today , it's so shocked . 

Jus FEW secondss ... ... ....

SKIPPEDD ! 

Hestitate , SANCTUM OR THE RITE ?

SANCTUM look seem so nice huhh . pg 18 @@

At last , we choosed THE RITE . 

WHAT A FREAKING BORING MOVIE ? :/

And plus , the PERSON who sitting beside me was so scary .

He doesn't feel shock or what at all =S OMG .

He is same like a ppl do not feel .

So sorry , when i shout huhhh . =P

The other two been looking for something to distract . LAUGH * 

Conclusion - I have no idea of this story running about . @@

it's talking about what what devil . what belive god and something like that .

Ewww , some part were so disgusting . 

 hahhh , i had bought a pair of shoe in the last minute ! :)) 

Light blue in colour  , not bad . 

NO picture for today ! =D

___♥ P.S I LOVE YOU .

♥

BOY , I LOVE YOU . 

WO AI NI . 

SARANGHAE .

TE QUIERO .

TIAMO .

EU TE AMO .

AKU CINTA KAMU .

AI WO HAO MA ? 

♥

___♥LAST DAY OF CNY

I skipped tuition class and extra class , ishh . 

Imma sleepy nowwww @@ 

Well ,time flies ...Today is the last day of CHINESE NEW YEAR . :/

CHAP GOH MEHHH ! ♥ 

Know what mean huh ? :)) 

As usual , will have dinner with family , cousinssssss :))

Another gathering again , i like the atmosphere like this ...

Hmmm , like ..... with a lotsa ppl together .

Even i know tonight will be sooo boring .

Sit in front of television / laptop , ntg special . 

Alright , .... hmmmmmm ......

HAPPY LANTERN FESTIVAL & CHINESE'S VALENTINE DAY  to everyonesss :)

and especially to YOU  ... and to me also laa .

Enjoy today 99 , after that no more ANGPAO & fireworksss x))

and such of this gathering .... :)

So , have fun tonight guysss . 

Owhh , Chinese's valentine day ?! 

Mommy say the tradition of previous ,

 all of girlss will write their name and hp's num on the orange

Then they will throwing orangesss at where ? i do not know 

And all of the boys will pick up one of the orangess .

Then , then boy will find the girl and bla bla blaaaaa . 

Actually , i doesn't know well about this , just worte without basic ? :D

But huhhh , nowadays .... still somemore HENG this activity ? 

I think no , :P

This few days at school , keng sam xi with my friendss .

( Why don't you quickly face & settle this problem ? @@)

My friendsss keep told me the same thing , i doesn't how to answer them .

repeat and repeat ......... -.-

I'm really really afraid to know the answer , do you know what i feel ? ):

So , few daysss passs , im still cannot let go ):

EVERYDAY EVERYDAY ! ....  i will on my fb using hp or laptop  :/

And automatic will search for your profile and see whether you wrote somethingg .

Againnnn , i saw something that i don't hope to see . 

Wtf goin' on ! Maybe i should accept the truth ? 

I don't wanna be a fool anymore ! 

I don't wanna defeated by love . LOVE i hate you .

Please go away , i beg you ........

No more smile .......... no more laughing sound ..... 

I leave you , the only way i can get back myself ........

HEY , CHEER ! :))) 

Hmmmmm , stay tuned ! 

TOMORROW ECM ? WHO WHO ? :)) 

SONG BOX , MOVIE , andddd ?

WHO WANNA JOIN PM ME HAAAA 

♥

___♥Valentine Day

♥
（这一篇，我尽量写得开心点）
昨天，情人节 .
跟几个单身的朋友一起度过.
忘记。昨天 
不快乐的一天 .
很抱歉，朋友们 。失礼了 .
说好，昨天不准哭 . 
我做不到 . 两次 . 
原来并不是每个人都很快乐 
昨天，很多人不快乐 
眼泪，很鬼没用 
阿傻婆莹，过得快乐些 。
忘掉一切 ，重新开始吧 .
她对着我，眼眶满满泪水 
我知道，她那一刻有在忍 
我知道，那一刻的她很难受 
我不想看见这样的她 .
以前每天都过得无忧无虑的她 .
开朗的她，
竟然在我面前哭了，无奈
我的眼泪 控制不了. 
我不能看到朋友哭，因为我也会跟着
到了阿玲玲的家，一起庆祝
过不久，坐在电视机前. 324 .
在播放 散场的拥抱 . 
我竟然 ...... 哭了 
心 好痛 ，朋友吓呆了 。
她们问我，你真的那么那么喜欢他 ? 
值得么 ? 我知道 不值得
.... 其实这两天 ，我都很难过
三更半夜，躲在房里抱着自己哭了
是因为 他
我根本不懂他，不了解 
他 的心到底在哪里。东南西北 ?
你的心里是否有我 ?
他是否还爱着她 ，放不下她 ?
真的，我很想知道 
或许我如果知道，会过得好点
我拜托你，不要对我好
算我求你 好了 。
真的有种冲动想要问清楚 .
再这样下去 ，我快不行
好想把你在我世界里删除
真的好想... ..... 
对，哭 并不能解决一切 
郭雪栎，你要坚强啊 ! 
不要那么笨 ! 不要那么傻.
他 刚才MSN 又问昨晚怎么庆祝 .
你认为会有怎样的庆祝 ? 
最后也是哭 收场 .
到现在 ，你还是不知道
我喜欢你 
跳 ! 
然后我们的PIZZA来了 :)) 
Waaa ehhhh , 很久没吃了 
过后就拍拍照 。谈心事
一些已经上传在Facebook liaww :D
Like it yaaaaaaa . 
Profile picture had changed .
喜欢就LIKE，不喜欢就UNLIKE .
很简单. 
我们聊了 很多 很多 很多 
第一次，聊到那么夜 。
还下了一场大雨. 
上到车，还继续我们的话题 
朋友，有你们真好 。
 单身情人节快乐
单身情人节不快乐 
....
我没那个心情写下去了 。
闪人

___♥All about HIM

Can you feel me ,

When i'm thinkin' about you ? :/

I'm missing you all the time .


I duuno why im missing you ......... ):

Every night i tried to control my tears fall .

Truth is , i really wanna tell all of this to you ,

I just dunno how to .....

You're the reason i check my cell every minutes ..

just to see if i've new message , even when i don't ..

When i sign in my MSN , 

And you're on9-ing ...... I'm looking for chat with you .

But , i do not ... ... ... 

The truth is , i need you by my side .

I don't wan anyone else to have you .

Do i know what you really think of me?

Nope , i don't know .

And i can't say i love you ,

But i do wish one dayss you will know it .

I love you , i love you more than my honour .

I'm afraid if i had you ..

Because i am more afraid if i'm losing you 

Eventually , i do admit that im fallen' in love .

Have been a fews month , i just realise .

I always keep my self busy with things to do .

But when i stop , i still think of you .

Everyone do not perfect , even you .

I love you , not because of your appearance .

My heart beating loud , when i saw you .

When i saw your smile , i melt inside :)

I hope to find someone that i trust ,

talking about feelings , or chatting  .

so that i wouldn't feel so stress ....... yeaa , maybe  ..


I will try to GIVE up . 


The only way i can do ....

♥____ I dunno why , i love you baby .

___♥0901

 Damn Nice nice day ! 

Wo xi huan yesterday ! =)

And , finally i had 'washed' all my photo ! 

yeaaaaa , and it's so expensive . huhh .

Then . mommy say wan to go Nirwana . 

I pakat with my mom to shock ah ying .! :D

We pay at she fu ze geh counterr x))

She got shockeddd ! ;D 

Her face wan red liawwww . 

After tuition , wait she back house .

Called jee wen came acc me !  

♥

Walaaaoo , ran hou you ren fang gou . -.-

Speechlesss @@

I delek jump aaa ! Stupidd aa 

LOL , den went to ying's house .

her room so damn clean and tidy de loo .

After that , go fetch mika at L&N .

Go her house bai nian ! :)) 

Laterr McD ! ♥ Hahhhh .

On the way to Mcd , we drop by Giant a while ! 

LOL , Ah ying ta hen fa qiaoooo aaa .

Keep say she wan this and wan that ! =S

LOL , speechlesss .

Laugh so hard that time . Mygoddd .

Well , reached McD at nine something . 

I'm so damn hungryy aaa ! 

♥

...

 Bla bla blaaa , i skip ! 

After that we decided to go hann's taman .

Got party thereee . 

Bai nian againnn , then mommy suddenly called to my cell .

Say that go to fetch my bro whn im back @@ LOL 

Wt* , lalalalalla .

Messy water . 

Finally i saw he , although jus few minutesss . 

Although just his back . 

Yess , im very happy yesterday night . :)

Then 12 like that , went to ying's taman fetch my bro @@

LOL ! So ngamm , Fireworksss there ! 

My godd , it's fucking nice man ! :)) 

You know what , i felt so xing fu that moment . LOL

I say before i like Fireworkss , it's so romance . 

Yesss , that's right .

I had record in my camera . 

but i error to upload at here , LOL .

I dunno why . 

I will upload it at facebook i think .

Picturesss all uploaded ! 

Opsss , and i din'nt go to yc that i promise them . 

So so so sorry . Forgive me this time and wouldn't got next time .

I was so pressed for updated this post .

♥___ If i had you ...

___♥Nian Chu Siii

♥

I have no idea to write something here . :))

Stay Tuneeddd !

___♥Nian Chu San

♥

昨晚.真的很对不起啦某人. ):

真的过意不去咯=/

 算了. 

　对不起．

今天还是很很很 闷.

我实在　...无言

我真的很喜欢看烟花　

这种浪漫。只有你可以给我

我勉强笑了

刚才跟佩仪webcam..

心情好了很多

好了

闪人

玩牌去。很久没动了阿

___♥Sang Yatt Faii Lokk

♥

Hahhhh , my birthday is on today :)

And im now in fifteen liawww ! 

Ohhh , and also i found that a boy named ah siaww 

that born on the same date with me :))

Happy Birthday to he too .

I thought that would not have any celebration .

1200 , I received blessing from my friendss . :D

I'm so glad that they did not forget my birthday . 

Then , i answered ah yingg's call :P

She sang birthday song for me . Hahh 

She's the first to wish me on the phone . 

 She told me that she is not in the mood the days before ytd .

She din'nt tell me the reason why , that her privacy .

After that , i just realise that my num free call whole day LOL .

Bla blaaa blaaa , keep talking phone with friends 

And YOU ! :)) Awwwww , is HE ! ♥

Yeaaaa , his sound so pretty nice :)

Ahhaaaa , SKIP it .

Before the call , hmmmm .

Actually im talking phone in room ,

Then my cousins asked me to come out a while .

Then I hang on the call , Ohhhmygoddddd ! 

My cousin hand was holding two MUFFINs ! :D

With candlesss ! Look up there , the pictures .

My suprise from my cousinsss ! 

Thanksss a lot . ! So touchedd .

they bought the muffin in the last minute ! 

Because the cake shop was close whn it's 1200 .

Really really , i need to thanksss you all ! :)

THANKSSSS ! ♥

I dunno what response to give them .

Keep laughing . =DD

After that , i continued my call with he ! :)

Bluekkks   !  Lallalalallalala =P

♥

Lastly , My birthday is gonna end after one hour .

too fast , haizzz . 

Is okayyyy ! :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SALLY ! ♥

I WISH I WILL HAPPY ALL THE TIME ! 

___♥Gong Hei Fatt Choii !

As usual , had our reunion dinner with the entire family ytd .

Nin sam sap mann ! :)) 

Steamboat steamboat ! ♥
Awesome fireworkss too !

Although this year CNY wasn't have any atmosphere .

I just realise that my birthday is on tomorrow !

But i still welcome the little rabbit yearr and say goodbye to tiger's year !

Well , guyss Happy Chinese New Year  ! ♥

So sorry that i din'nt reply you guys msg ytd .

My phone was out of credit . :(

Yess , i'm so freaking boring over here .

I want to go to friendss house bai nian actually ):

But im currently at kuantan . 

You know guyss ,  i wanna spend my time with my friendss so much 

and i hope to celebrate my b'day with them also . 

But , again ............ this will not happen .

Ahaaaaaa , alright . 

today nian chu yiii ! :))

Went to cousin's house take ang pau luuu . 

Haahhhh , and then . 

I try my luck ask for mommy permission to hang out to ecm

Early that , i had a plan with jee wen .

that we meet on today :)) 

Awww , Mommy let me out ! 

But so thanks jee wen parents that drive me there :)

This time jee hui join us , yeaaaa ! 

She had straighten her hair too , so nice :D

Then then then  .......

We watched this  !

♥

Ahahaaaaaaa ! :)) Is so so funny ! 

We laugh so loud , except jee hui =X

She's so steady . Only me and jee wen laugh till stomach pain x))

Ohhh yeaa , before that . 

We went to Brandss outlet . 

See these photoo . 

We had been force by jee hui to try it :DD

So pretty nice and girly dress .

♥

 *

After movie , i received a call from daddy .

Daddy asked that when the movie ended ?

That time had just finished it .

I had suprise that they were waiting me to take big family photo .

♥

Mommy and Daddy ♥

With cousin ♥