▲isn't ?

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假装开心弥补不了心里的 空虚

要伪装 其实不容易

已经很勇敢面对 还是难过

只会口是心非  女生嘛 对不对
依赖性太强 只会让自己更辛苦
要学会自己一个人 习惯就好习惯就好 

日子一天一天的接近了 怎样 .

嘿 今天星期几 现在几点 明天星期几 不想知道 

我讨厌散场的拥抱 却还是很喜欢倪安东 。

▲Badminton ?

View the photos and this was what we did yesterday :) 

Sorry , we didn't took much pictures , everyone was not in the mood to take pic . 

Because all of us , keep on sweating non-stop . LOL 

Well , after my tuiton class at 6 , cycled with jee wen .

OMFG , on the half way , we met dogs , i was like ......... wtf ? 

Run or ? fortunately , they didn't chased us , just follow where we go . :|

Then ordered pizza delivery as our dinner . yehyeehhhh :) 

When we were waiting the pizza come . 

Seee , how professional they are , seriously soon fei is good in badminton . 

Since so long i didn't touched the badminton racket .

i can't even played well yesterday , LOL . 
All of them were super enjoy playing yesterday .

I'm addicted in this . hiakhiak .

After went to cendol , then we sat beside the road , and do nothing .

we took these pictures .

Thanks Xin Yao for driving me home :) 
( Although she had late ! LOL )
Since so long we didn't meet , she's so handsome naww ! 
She's going to leave kemaman soon , opss not soon , is next week .
Two people is gonna leave here , omfg , how am i gonna to accept this truth . 

是不是只要我说 '不要走'          就会留下 .

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You wouldn't know which is real and which is fake .

Who knows ? God . 

People just like a mirror , you can just see what outside . 

but not inside , you guys really knows me well ? 

oh sorry , i don't even think so . 

There are too much rumors spreading out .

who cares ? 

silly guys will believe it , how funny is it if they don't even know you well ?

listened in right ear and out left ear . you should do that . 

i wonder why you like to behave like a child ? 

like to do such silly thingy just to close with a person . 

how funny , hahhhhhh , bitchy bicthy .  

Seriously , you don't even know the truth ? or what else ?

What i can't really understand is why a people can tell you so many LIES , 

but they just don't feel bad about it , don't even feel ashamed ?

Think before you talk bitchy . 

judge others ? ohh no , you're just cheating yourself babyyyy .

whatever you did , you will deserve the same . 

Remember GOD is always fair . :3

▲WTF .

Today is a BAD day , seriously BAD .

You know what , ishhhhhh , i just don't want to think back 

Bump to the wall , i want to jump sea . :S

First , we didn't headed down to psv class .

 i seriously hate that teacher , i did mentioned before , the reason .

 Then after few minutes , i asked friends want to go down or not ?

major of them said don't want , just stay at class , all right .

So i just took out my history and do revision ! :)))

others were just discussing the design and blablablaaaa , 

When we are not pay attention , 

suddenly appeared a teacher stood in front the door .

and we just like ........... wtf ? got shocked of course . 

all right , so we forced to go down to our class . 

fortunately , the teacher didn't bring us to dislipin's room . LOL 

And then , everything goes smooth until after recess . 

we all just standing in front our class , and have a long conversation .

gossip time :) and just enjoying the heavy wind , whots . so syok .

all of us keep sweating non-stop that time , 

so of course we will have some wind outside our class right ?

then teacher came and we all run into the class . 

teacher asked people who stood outside class , hold ear and up down 20 times . 
guess what ? in front of all my classmates . shyshy* 

LOL , wtf , why so unlucky today :S 
feel like want to go and bai bai so that won't so unlucky :S LOL .

Lalalaaaaaa , hahahaaaa . stay tuned , gonna go to bed .

Bai , night peeps .

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Well , hello world , good afternoon .

Father's day , today . 

Hye , daddy , happy father's day & i love you .

I did not intend to tell he this sentence face to face .

i'll blushing , i not dare to :|

Seriously , i don't talk with daddy always .

Yehh , both of us just like stranger . our relationship not good .

Anyway , no matter how , you are still my daddy . :3

lack of sleep , and now , there are pimples on my face . 

I look so hideous , aaahhhhhh . LOL . 

Sometimes you just spoiled my mood .

I just so fucking hate that feeling , serious . 

sometimes , i said it's okay , that doesn't mean i really okay . 

i just pretend that i'm okay , lol . 

i think i knew how the feeling is , how terrible . 

when you walked away , when you turned away . 

not willing to , sniff sniff * 

i just can't imagine that day when you gonna go . 

Happy 31 days . <3

▲I LOVE HER .

 ♥

Tham Yuk Ee , thanks for existing in my life  :3

This post is just for her , the people who really important in my life .

This will be a very very long post , i think  . 

I'm not talking bullshit naww , serious-ing ! :)

There are too much thingy to recall back , so just be patient yehh . 

谢谢你 亲爱的朋友 除了谢谢还是谢谢 ( ohcrap ) 

傻婆 你已被列为最佳好友名单里 别想落跑 :)

我们认识的时间 不长也不短 

来 两周年半快乐 ，嘿  :3

回想 跟你第一次说话时 是笑着的 我不凶 其实 :(

你很搞笑 真的 有时想要把你嘴巴缝起来 :S

是怎样 缘分 ? so thanks god ! :) 

跟你一起 不必伪装 做回自己 自由自在

跟你一起 只有开心 ，伤心 ? 能多到哪里去 .

真的 你带给我的欢乐不少 

每次有心事 你就是最佳人选  陪我谈心 嘿

( 谢谢 不要暗爽 :P )

习惯性 每次有心事就会拿起电话 自动按到你的号码

然后再犹豫 要不要发送 会打扰你之类的

温馨安慰 让我觉得好过些  

肉麻一句 有你 是一种幸福 :3

每一次有什么事都是第一个告诉你 嘿

然后每次你没心情的时候 就会找我 

我这个人你也懂 哄人 安慰人都不厉害 :S 

所以每次都用尽方法 要不然就讲道理给你听 LOL 

哈 还记得吗 每次我们都会说 哭吧 

然后就一起哭 sniff sniff *

能信任的朋友 真的难找  对不对 

为了目的而接近的多的很 为了利益的也少不到哪里去

假心假意 ，日久见人心 。

有些朋友就只能当 普通朋友 真的 

有些朋友却可以当上一辈子 甚至下一世

我们 不是两个世界的人 而是同一个世界的 :)

( A friend in need is a friend indeed  )

 闹翻 当然有试过 嘿 我们都一样臭脾气 

( 对不起 Shhhhhhhhh * :P )

To err is human , to forgive is divine . 

Leave the past behind , forgive and forget past quarrels .

i mean somethings that not worth to remember .

过去让它过去 重新开始 重要的是现在不是 过去 :)

还记得吗 有一次我们参加了camp , 睡迟了 :S

每一次 都到你家去睡 啊哈 ( i miss your bed )

第一次去的时候 你妈咪还弄扒给我们吃 ( miss * yummy )  :3

然后每天都 通宵 - supper supper x))

然后我们都很小心 因为怕你爸比会下来骂将迟睡 嘿

然后 不是看戏就是在房间谈心事 还有拍照 ( narcissistic )

no worried , those pictures saved in my baby pendrive liaww :)

and some of them are in my album . Lock and key <3 xoxo ! 

还有那次 你拿我的电话看我们的照片 你竟然哭 :(

我们还傻傻 -.- 然后又被逼开灯陪你哭 LOL 

不到 5/6点就不睡 隔天黑眼圈就99

说说学校的趣事 我们习惯上厕所 厕所很香

下课就会习惯买东西上班上吃 - gossip * 

 然后每天上课之前就会说 专心听课 不要聊天

结果也一样 ( 一半 ) 我们其中一个会说 我很闷 * -.-

然后有时就传纸条 我们是不是很欠打 ?

为什么 我们总有说不完的话题 

还记得吗 每一次回到家就会讲电话 :@

( i just miss that time , that moment , sniff *  )

还记得妈咪说 明天要见面不能明天再说 ? LOL 

你知道吗 

你不快乐=我不快乐 

你不幸福=我不幸福

真的真的 我不会幸福到哪里去 

再肉麻一句 不管发生什么事 你都还我们这班朋友

你并不是一个人 什么寂寞的 你又不是hebe  . LOL

寂寞寂寞就好 . 

有些事情听了就算 不要把它放在心上 

我怕你想不通 要我陪你跳海 我怕死 t.t

总之傻婆 你要快乐 学着快乐 知道吗 ?

I love you :3 

So sorry i used almost one week to done this post . LOL

I have no time to update , i don't think this post will touch you . :|

Anyway , this is for you :

▲ 1606 .

Ohyess , sunday holiday ......... no school . HAHAH .

Memorable day , yesterday :)

Althought we messed up everthings that we had planned .

Well , we planned to climb mountain to see sunrise .

Lastly , we didn't do it , too . LOL 

I don't think i could wake up so early in the morning . 

Uhmmm , let view the photos and i will tell you guys the story . 

Don't feel like goin' to write the whole things we did . 

i'm so sleepy nawww , so tiring . 

♥

Went to steven dinner again . :)

 Loves * 

 This is the second time we took our shadow :) 

See our look , LOL , funny :|

 Three of us using same model cell . whots .

 LOL , keng sam xi ? playing plant & zombie .

 Ahhaaaa , look my hair . LOL ( before sleep )

 Preparing our breakfast ? LOL .

 So sorry , i just awake . 

 She's our chef today .

 and a glass of coffee , not bad .

 almost done . ngekngek .

 Taaaadaaaaaaa . 

 She's superr hungry . 

 My look ? :|

 I just love this , :3

 Her hair is so cuteee ! :)

 Before go to sonstar meet weichun .

THE END  :3

▲YEAH .

Hey my babyreaders . 

Let's scream louder , yeah yeah yeah  ! :))))

( I'm super in mood today , LOL )

guess what , mommy allowed . HAHHH 

I am pretty looking forward tomorrow . (Y)

Will be very fun , i think . ngekngek *

Well , i'm quite satisfied my results , 

i mean some of the subjects . uhmmm .

I just love the feeling at the moment i got my result . 

Awwwww , improve ................................... :3

But my bm sucks , you know what i'm saying . 

i did a very wrong mistaken , my first time ever , 

fortunately , i didn't fail my bm , LOL .

This shown that my hard work had paid off . Yeahx3 

I just want to carry on , i know i can . confidence ? 

uhmmm , now i'm rushing my sej project , almost done .

printing * 

Stay tuned guys , and good night :)

In the silent night , missyou .

▲:X

♥

Hello world :)

I'm back here , updating this post . 

Seriously i like baby , they are so cuteeee :) 

Of course , sometimes naughty , and the noisy sound , crying . 

it's really annoying , but sometimes they are sooo cute :3

Hiakhiak , this , she's my cousin , her laughing sound was like , uhmm

like a adult , LOL , i wonder why she like to play with my little bro :S

She don't want to choi me when i try to talk with she , at first .

but then , after dinner , she willing to smile and talked to me , HAHAHH 

She keep played with my little bro , though . :|

( Memories are sweet , so cherish it )

sniff sniff *  nose sensitive again :(

babyboy , take care of yourself .

i'm so sorry , i can't by your side , when you need me . moody*

stay tuned and baii .

▲Wasting time .

What did i do during this holidays ? :|

i'm wasting time doing something that useless  .

My schedule was like , sleep , awake , bath , eat , on9 , drama ... 

keep repeat and repeat , ohholyshit ;S 

Allright , school gonna RE-OPEN soon , i mean SOON . :S

one week holidays past , another 4 days to go . 

seriously , i miss school , i miss friends .... LOL .

another examination is coming soon , yehh , skip this .

yess , you know what , i'm just addicted - TUMBLR , 

there are soo much awesome pic , and i found a lots of cute elmo pic .

Facebook now very ' heng ' one thing called PIG PIG 猪 :)

everyones are watching the same drama , super nice .

and naww , started to plan our trip , i'm pretty looking forward ! :)

planning * so much thingy to plan , omfg , 

headache , i'm gonna bump my head to the wall  :|

just hope everythings will goes well , smoothy . 

ohhyeh , my baby cousin came back from cameron highland . 

i'm going to meet she later , oh baby ;) 

She's cute ... stay tuned ;S

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if a boy calls you HOT , he looks at your body ,

if a boy calls you PRETTY , he looks at your face ,

but if he calls you BEAUTIFUL , he looks at your soul :)

get it ?:\

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 ♥

I just love this picture so much :)

Hang out with jee wen , east cost mall , how long i didn't go liaw ? 
And my babyy starbucksss  , yehhhhhhh , i drank :)
nice nice nice , i brought a lots of thingy , 
went to MBS , too , and i brought some stationery . :|
after that , went to carrefour , acting like a mommy ;)
it's quite fun hehh ! uhmmm 
just view the photos okay ?
 *loves this :)

Cheap ? :| 

Crazy mommy ? ;)

Choosing shampoo for our babyy ;|

Chaaaa :)

Junk food :)

i just knew this rice is for making sushi :|

  

▲0306

♥

Hawwrighttt , skypeeeeee with this shapo ! :|

I'm not going to write anything here , 

I'M SO SLEEPY RIGHT NOW .